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they told me you weren’t real anymore
or at least at the time that’s what i thought they meant
     but i thought you’d always be real
                          so long as i remembered you

i used to search every town i went to
        just to see  if you were there
back then i didn’t understand what ‘gone’ really meant

i thought you’d come back and find me
cus we never did finish our game of hide and seek
i’m still looking for you around every corner
              in every strangers face i see
and i really did believe you’d come back
    but i used to believe a lot of things

( i hate how i’ve grown up since you’ve gone)

people told me you were everywhere
but i can tell them you wouldn’t have wanted that
         (for example, you never did like the beach)
i like the idea that you’re a star in the sky
cus there’s this one that i swear winks at me when i stare too long
         and i think that’s what you’d do
                   if you got to chance

   recently  i’ve started to fall asleep to old videos of us
somehow it seems easier to drift off thinking you’re still here
        and nowdays every dandelion wish i have is wasted on you
              but there’s nothing i’d rather waste them on

i know they cant bring you back
but i'd do anything to hear your laugh
                 just once more
    to have you show me what happiness feels like again
          to promise me you didn’t forget me
and somehow promise me that i wont forget you
     (because i don’t want to try and fill the space you’d leave)

i got told that empty spaces leave more room to grow
      i wanted to reply that you’d left no space
              because you hadn’t gone
but they’d have thought i’d been too young to understand
    and wouldn’t have realised that what i meant was
you’ve wormed your way into every letter i type - every word i write
          so now you’ll never be forgotten
                             (not by me)

every time i see a blue mr freeze
i’ll remember you getting your tounge stuck
   and how we had to hide from your mum
just cus we’d promised we’d only eat the one
(when by this point we were on number 8)
and we might only have been young
    but i can tell you this -

you would have been a heartbreaker if you’d had the chance

          (and i guess in someway you were)
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Author's Comments

This one is a lot more personal than most of my writing...

the bit about the blue Mr Freeze (a type of ice lolly for anyone random enough not to know) is probably a little random sounding... but its what i remember.. and so its in there

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I like it.

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:iconwithguardedeyes:
I really liked this.

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Me: Ugh. Rearrange the letters.
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:iconthis-blue-eyed-girl:
i love this. so much. the quality of writing it marvelous. i'm sorry for being incapable of saying more :heart:
:iconcynicalfire:
"i like the idea that you’re a star in the sky
cus there’s this one that i swear winks at me when i stare too long" :love:
:icondance-in-moonlight:
Simply breathtaking. I'm speechless.

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:iconmapleshilc:
so sad >_< ...

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Hmm

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