every night i throw a paper plane out of my window
each one with your name, a note and a return address
written in green crayola and decorated with black hearts
01. X - I dreamt about you, again. Now I want to be sick, again. In your arms, again.
And again, Im alone. But I dont blame you, my dear, my X. My everything.
Yours fornever (apparently),
My heart (if you still remember the way)
09. X - I think that, maybe, you didnt get my last note, because you wouldnt just ignore me, would you?
I forgot about you yesterday - Just for a moment. And now Im racked with guilt.
So this is my apology
For just a second I wasnt abandoned. I was still alone, but not abandoned.
For that there is no apology I could sincerely give
It felt good. But not as good as us.
And for that, Im sorry.
Yours fornow,
My heart (just where you left it)
28. X - You stole my birthday wish. Greedily and without thought I asked for the world to go back to how it was before.
Before you left. Before I broke. Before things stopped making sense.
I know I was selfish - But Ive not always been this way.
Usually I just wish youd talk to me again.
Remember - Only you can make my birthday wish come true.
Yours whether you want it or not,
My heart (still waiting)
76. X - I leave my bedroom window open every night, just in case you send a paper plane my way.
So far all I can think is that its gotten lost in the autumn breeze.
Or at least thats what I keep telling myself.
Please dont forgot about me
Yours forever,
My heart (lost and waiting to be found)
112. X - The winter chills set in now, so Im writing to tell you that Im closing my window
and that thisll be the last youll hear from me because I cant find the words to make this better
and every line i write is just a eulogy to us.
Good-bye.
Yours no-longer
My heart (and mine alone)














Comments
For me it's a lovely, sad diary of Broken Heart.
Congrats: Gr8 job!
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I love it. You use words very nicely!
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